Saturday, June 7, 2008

Dazed & Confused

Well its been a long time since i made a post. Almost 1 month. And i have my reasons. First the stupid end semester exams(they really suck your blood out) and then i went to a trip with my friends to Kasauli, which is probably the most boring town in all of north India. So here i am, back with myself!

I enrolled for a test series for CAT at another institute today. I don't know why I'm doing this. All i really wanted was a break after the exams and that 'break' seems so far away. Everybody is constantly running in this huge rat race( and a lot of them trying to trip others rather than run faster themselves).

I thought a lot about my thoughts earlier. Comments of people helped me shape an opinion. I now think that I think too much. I mean to think of it, there isn't much to think. I know I'm not going anywhere. Well the effect of thinking too much - Tension. So now i'm thinking.......ZAP! I'm not thinking. Not anymore. Yes I am confused. But what the hell?

We had this huge party recently...at a friends place. We made a sort of 'Long Island Iced Tea' cocktail in a bucket!!! It is the best drink i've ever tasted. A lot of crazy stuff happened that night.

Now 4th year awaits..... Mixed emotions. Tension/anxiety/glad/happy/sad. I just hope this turns out to be a better cocktail than the one i had....But then again....still dazed & confused!